Thursday, July 9, 2009
I randomly thought of wall.e ; so i went around searching for robot pics.
I find this rather cute and amusing.
I'm in the mood to draw again.
No, im not as good as an artist.
I just draw what I see,
sometimes it turns out good,
sometimes it doesn't.
depending on how much concentration and effort I put.
ah~~~it wasn't a scream.
it's that satisfied feeling I get
when I release what was stuck inside my head.
and that desperately needed to get out.
I need a break.
I need to hang out with my friends.
should I just wash away the past,
leaving it all behind.
move on with memories of what I have in the present,
and slowly build a better future?
memories foregone.
life is full of questions.
questions that I cannot answer.
Answers that I cannot accept.
accepting what i cannot believe.
believing nothing but lies.
lying about the truth.
& where did that come from? lol
Jamie Lee
23:54
Michael Jackson can be imitated but never duplicated. I support that statement. for those of you out there trying to be the next michael jackson, I'm sorry to say this but, there is no such thing as the next michael jackson. He was accused of things he did not do, he had to deal with all the stress from outside his home and into his home. MJ was
king. not just pop, but king of the world. He was a committed man. He was
THE man. the man no one can replace.
" You are not alone.. "
When your age
increases,
your problems also
increase,
leading to an
increase in stress rate;
that might cause an
increase in heart breaks.
econs does wonders. XD
New buddies :)
Anand SooSAI : big bully, wait. big
black bully. :D:D
Martin! : he can talk. really. :D:D fun to hang with.
has
steel balls, no really. He acted as a GIRL infront of 50 audience.
XD
my little fairy. :)
ily. More new friends coming up,
gotta find the pics first. :D
& I just don't know how long I can stand,
before I fall again.
hoping that this time,
I'll fall into your arms.
Jamie Lee
22:30
Monday, July 6, 2009
I feel so empty now.
I'm starting to drift away from them.
but it doesn't seem to matter.
I'm not empty because of it.
i'm just
disappointed.
very very.
Is it me who changed?
I need support.
lots of it.
& I still think Joe Jonas should shave abit of his eyebrows.
Jamie Lee
22:31
Saturday, July 4, 2009
PENANG!
azhar's big big so-called-wooden-with-no-fan-no-air-cond-house.
SCREW YOU! XD
there's more pics.
but i already spent an hour uploading all this.
Our first night.
spent in Gurney drive.
FOOD!:D:D
Azhie : Jordan, Read between the lines! XD
Jordans way of PAN cute. XD
Jordans Attempt to... urh.
fly?
There was actually 5 attempts. but yeah. haha
all the the pics were from different attempts.
jordan, too PROSPEROUS to fly la. XD
While they were all sandy and wet
I took some time to Aprreciate mother nature.
and no
its not sarcastic.
Awesome sunset kan?
Look closer,
there's a small hermit crab at the top of the pic.
see it?
scroll back up to see if you don't.
.....
..
.
..
......
K la. i was just kidding.
wat hermit crab?
AHAHHAHAHAH
Tracy took off her contacts, some seawater
got into her eyes.
Continuing with beauty of mother nature.
:D
a hat, smoking :D
Look CLOSELY!
Another horse . :)
I NEARLY forgot to mention
that I had Diarrhea that night.
it.was.hell.
more pics to explain the clinic hunting sessions.
I still have some awesome pics i took using
sher rin's cam.
her cam was WAY better than mine. :)
& I tried telling myself to not pay any attention to you.
& I always fail.
Jamie Lee
20:05
Thursday, July 2, 2009
she's starting to get phobia's of exam.
she can't seem to understand what went wrong.
she's lost between high school and college.
she just feels there's a lost of connection between herself and studies.
she doesn't seem to know where to start.
she doesn't know who to go to.
she's not planning to admit she's in need of help.
Lots of it.
to make her feel better,
to make her sleep at night,
to avoid shivers down her spine when it comes to
results.
she hates it.
least expected.
why didn't she get it right?
what went wrong?
WHY!?how?
she's still not used to the fact of getting shit grades.
not
THAT bad.
just not up to her standard.
not her expectations.
just not, her.
especially when she has smart friends around her.
making everything sound so easy when its so complicated to her.
Her hands are
trembling,
the fear of not getting into uni she dreamt of going.
the fear of low grades.
it breaks her heart,
ruins peace in her mind.
she really can't take it anymore.
optimistic,
doesn't quite exist.
if she were to be optimistic,
she'd never be sad.
she can't control herself,
bad thoughts fills up her mind everyday.
there's nothing much left to think about.
except studies.
she's scared.
worried.
insecure.
annoyed.
frustrated.
what if?
what if she was smarter?
what if she had taken some easier subjects?
what if she did more workbooks?
what if she spend a little more time studying?
what if?
what if what?
speechless.
How is she feeling?
she's
suffocating.
Jamie Lee
23:27
Jordans Attempt to... urh.
There was actually 5 attempts. but yeah. haha
look at the cloud, you'd see a guy with 
